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		<title>My first job, excitement turned otherwise !</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[17th June 2006 : 
No. 72. Rakesh Gupta
No. 73. &#8230;.. and so on.
Hurray ! I was floating on cloud nine . I had made in to the company . The on campus drive at my college hyped as arduous process had been a cake walk for me. The faculty member read loud the list of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#009900;font-size:100%;">17th June 2006 </span><span style="color:#009900;font-size:100%;">: </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
No. 72. Rakesh Gupta<br />
No. 73. &#8230;.. and so on.<br />
Hurray ! I was floating on cloud nine . I had made in to the company . The on campus drive at my college hyped as arduous process had been a cake walk for me. The faculty member read loud the list of the students who had made in. Celebrations were inevitable .</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#cc0000;font-size:100%;">24th September 2006</span><span style="color:#cc0000;font-size:100%;"> :</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
Hey, did you collect the offer letter ? No, have they come? Cool. Having an offer letter in your hands of a big shot MNC, with a year more still left to complete your engineering degree, sounds fantastic. I had made my mind, I will join it. Become a fundoo coder shoder !! All things seemed to be so perfect. My future path was decided. But, I failed to realise that heavenly signal. As they say in literature, when you desire something, universe conspires to let you have the best. But, I was blinded by the charm and glamor and was not able to see that I had something better to achieve.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#3333ff;font-size:100%;">10th May 2007 &#8211; 25th June 2007</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">:</span><br />
Desperate wait for the receiving the joining letter at the company. As the history says, it should be something in the middle of June. Perhaps, this was one of the firsts of heavenly signal which I failed to realise. The signal that I am destined for something better and I should seek or continue with some other opportunity.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;font-size:100%;">1st July 2007: </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
For the first time on the college&#8217;s history, a database giant had arrived interviewing our batch. The coll was over and everyone was relaxing at home. But the offering and name of the database giant tempted everyone to rush back to the campus from even their remotest abodes and try their knowledge and luck. The selection process was strenuous and I was pleased to make into top 18 out of the 500 people appeared. But unfortunately, they needed only 12 folks. Hence, had a narrow setback. I was disappointed, but this was another heavenly indicator that destiny has something else in store for me and I should realize my potential.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#993300;font-size:100%;">10th July 2007</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#993300;">:</span><br />
The joining date of the company came(23rd July). As expected, it was in their huge training campus. I had mixed feelings. But, I had made my mind and was careless to hunt for any other opportunities.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#33cc00;font-size:100%;">17th July 2007:</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
The company had altered the joining date and location to 6th August, to a place where I had never been too. Perhaps, this was the biggest heavenly indicator. Again, I could not sense it. What could I do ? I was not seeing things beyond joining this company, which eventually turned out to be a big mistake of my life. I have been avid passionate about Java and Open Source technologies since my college days. With an expectation of getting similar kind of work/training, I joined the company at the new location</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#993399;font-size:100%;">6th August 2007</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#993399;">:</span><br />
Lush green campus and huge glassy buildings, good enough to dupe anyone. I was joyous. The training process started and things went on smoothly. Till one fine day, we had the catastrophic event &#8230;. MAINFRAMES, yes your batch has been identified for the mainframes stream. Happy hunting folks, Its gonna be a wonderful time. Man, I was shattered, I never desired to study those outdated legacy systems. The company was not willing to cater to your personal interests.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#993300;font-size:100%;">10th October 2007</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#993300;">:</span><br />
I started pumping my resume like anything. I wanted to get out and do anything but not mainframes. Ill-fated, nothing much happened. Only ray of hope was to complete training and expect to get a different technology project. Chances are meager, but you never now.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#cc9933;font-size:100%;">1st Feb 2008</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#cc9933;">:</span><br />
After successful completion of training, off to production. Seems, a whole new world is going to start. Fortunately, I managed to sneak into a non mainframe project after persuading one of the managers at the company. New energy and enthusiasm started to reverberate again in me.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#999999;font-size:100%;">10th April 2008</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color:#999999;">:</span><br />
All that glitters is not gold. I could perfectly understand that. This one was the biggest and best heavenly indicators, you need to work hard, you are destined for something else. Now I started feeling it hard. The project, they call it support and maintenance barely requires you to be smart, logically and technically sound. There was nothing much crucial I was playing. It started striking me that I am losing, losing rapidly; everything, my knowledge, my analytical and logical skills. What would my future be ? A dumb box. Oh no ! I won&#8217;t let that happen. Job hunt began with more fierce efforts. I needed to move out. No kidding this time. It&#8217;s a high priority to give justice to my career life.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#999900;font-size:100%;">15th July 2008:</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
Filed the resignation, a sense of relief or moksha.</p>
<p></span><span style="font-weight:bold;font-size:100%;">20th August 2008:</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
I walkout like a free bird. With lesser apprehensions about my next venture.</p>
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<div style="text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-weight:bold;color:#330099;font-size:100%;">Summary :</span><span style="color:#330099;font-size:100%;"> Always listen to your heart and understand those heavenly signals, because if you have an intent desire and willingness for something, then universe will definitely conspire and let you get the best.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="color:#330099;font-size:100%;">And in DJ (</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><a href="http://posters.imdb.com/title/tt0405508/">Rang De Basanti</a></span><span style="color:#330099;font-size:100%;">) style, I would say </span><span style="font-style:italic;color:#330099;font-size:100%;">Zindagi jeene ke do hi tarike hote hain, ek kisi Indian IT company join kar lo, aur jeete raho, appraisal ki cycle chalne do, doosra, jimmedaari uthao ise badalne ki aur startup join karo <img src='http://www.twistedgenes.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />
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		<title>A sweet infatuation &#8230;..</title>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:rgb(51,204,0);font-family:courier new;">It all started in the Biotech labs. Where you are supposed to keep those biological stuffs, measuring nano in sizes in small tubes called eppondorfs for high speed circular motions, they call it centrifugation . This is a very time consuming activity and you get a lot of leisure time to chill out. She used to hit me with her notebook, and I used to chase her with a feeling of sweet vengeance.This notoriety gained pace and I started developing a liking for her. I was getting captivated.</p>
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<div style="text-align:justify;color:rgb(153,51,153);font-family:courier new;"><span>The semester was on the verge of the end and as a requirement of the course, we had to do an industrial training to get industrial exposure. </span><span>Me and gang got hold of a Research company offering this industrial training stuff with a deal of money. The company was situated in the nearby happening city of Bangalore.The girl had her abode in the same city. Unfortunately, she was not in our gang list. Quite predictable, I wanted her to be in the gang. I played a trick. She was hunting for training stuff in the same city, but couldn&#8217;t manage to find a good one.<br /><span style="color:rgb(51,51,255);"><br />I told her about our Research company, and welcomed her to join us. As it was an easy game, pay and get the certificate. She decided to explore all options, keeping this one open. My pal convinced her about the advantages and ease of doing there. Fortune rocked and she popped up  in the gang.</span></span><br /><span style="color:rgb(255,0,0);"><br />Jackpot was hit when I realized that her residence in the city was at a walk away distance from where we stayed . It came to my delight. Opportunities to hang out and spend more time with her, know each other enhanced. Had wonderful excursions an outings with her and the gang in the city of gardens, Bangalore. I started developing a love for the city, probably because of this reason.</span><span><br /></span><span><span style="color:rgb(51,0,51);"><br />Three years have passed. We have moved our own ways.And as I blog, the rain drops splash the window of the bus, crawling and struggling hard across the water logged Hosur road. After a hectic day of mundane work this rain and melodious song of James Blunt (1973), brought a nostalgic feeling.</span><br /></span></div>
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		<title>Save Resources, Save the planet !!</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:50:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<p>                                                                       These gigantic malls attract everyone&#8217;s eyes. And one loves to hang out in these malls. But have your ever thought the amount of power being consumed in keeping it so flashy and attractive. With power resources deteriorating, CO2 emissions shooting up and depleting ozone layer, a thought has become essential.  Nobody wants to see earth die before he/she dies. How many of us are aware that CO2 is also emitted from the monitors ( be it traditional or LCD). And we never care to keep those monitor turned off or rather shutdown  the PCs when not in use.  Watching more black colors on monitors, black backgrounds reduces the watts of power being consumed. An initiative with thought can be seen at <span style="font-size:180%;"><a href="http://www.blackle.com/">www.blackle.com</a></span>. Go green, save resources, save the planet and eventually save yourself.</span> </div>
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		<title>Relations &#8216; how long they last &#8216;</title>
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Relations here I am going to talk are friendly relations and not the love relations. What i have learnt from my experiences is that &#8220;more higher and deeper a particular relation goes , more badly it collapses&#8221;.

Mild and moderate relations are found to run smooth and for a comaparatvely longer duration of time. 
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<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Relations here I am going to talk are friendly relations and not the love relations. What i have learnt from my experiences is that <strong>&#8220;more higher and deeper a particular relation goes , more badly it collapses&#8221;.</strong></span></div>
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<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">Mild and moderate relations are found to run smooth and for a comaparatvely longer duration of time. </span></div>
<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">Highly intense relations at time have a selfish motive or a misunderstanding associated with it.There can be many stupid reasons also associated with a deep relation like sexual attraction as a simple case. </span></div>
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<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">Blood relations are an exception, they are defined by destiny and a binding force leads to their sustenance by default for a longer duration. Creed, caste, proximity also governs relations to a great extent.</span></div>
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		<title>The zeal and passion for IIT &#8211; JEE . Kota the city to be !!!</title>
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Haven&#8217;t heard about Kota ? Dont joke. Ok let me tell you then , its a city situated in the state of Rajasthan . That is northwestern part of India . Now what the hell has this to do with IIT JEE ? Well , Kota is the ultimate destination of  IIT JEE aspirants [...]]]></description>
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<p></span>Haven&#8217;t heard about Kota ? Dont joke. Ok let me tell you then , its a city situated in the state of Rajasthan . That is northwestern part of India . Now what the hell has this to do with IIT JEE ? Well , Kota is the ultimate destination of  IIT JEE aspirants who wish groom their preparation and make into those dream institutes.Around  20k-30k of students pour every year into this city to make their career&#8217;s golden start , a few them are however are only able to make into the premier instituites.</p>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">The description</p>
<p></span>The city is loaded with plenty of coaching institutions for IIT JEE and even for medical entrance exam preparation . The best part about them is if you are associated with them , then you can dedicate your full attention towards IIT JEE . As there is no need to go to school. The timing of classes are highly variable and depend solely on your batch number . It can be something like 6AM in the morning to even 11PM in the night.</p>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">Fooding and Lodging</p>
<p></span><span>The city has commercialised to a great extent and hence you dont find much problem in adapting yourself to its flow. People have modified their houses to rent it to the students. A small room sufficient enough to accomodate a bed to sleep , a table to study satisfies the needs of these aspirants . These Kota people make huge amount in renting room , if its near the coaching institute it can cost you around Rs 1.5K for a small room.</span><span style="font-weight:bold;"></p>
<p>Lifestyle of a Kota freak</p>
<p></span>The time distribution of days is like<br />Studies &#8211; 10-12 hours<br />Sleep       7 &#8211; 8 hours<br />Rest ( includes food , bath , shit shampoo , chat , games etc ).<br />Television and leisure &#8211; Negligible<br />Movies &#8211; Once in 6 Months that too if Rank is coming good in the last Subjective test .<br />You can find students deeply immersed in those hefty books throughout the day. This shows the fervor desire to get into the IITs.<br />Areas of the city like Vigyan Nagar , Talwandi are flooded with intellectual minds talking about Rotational Dynamics &#8230;. Benzene and huckel&#8217;s rule &#8230;. L hospital&#8217;s rule&#8230;..while moving on their bicycle &#8230; having food &#8230; or just on a walk. The study environment is highly conducive for dedicated and hardworking students.</p>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">When the city sleeps they are awake</p>
<p></span><span>During nights , by that i mean 2 AM 4 AM or even 6 AM &#8230; you can see lights of their room still with a sheet in the hand and cracking problems &#8230; calculus .. vectors .. waves &#8230;. gas laws etc &#8230;. Time is nothing  for these geeky students . But the only job is to study and only study , develop your concepts and get make yourself fully prepared for the BIG DAY .. exam IIT JEE.<br /></span><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Shops and availability of other study materials </span></p>
<p>The bookstores are jam packed with copies Chemistry by Morrison Boyd &#8230;. Calculus  &#8211; Shanti Narayan  , Physics &#8211; Resnick Halliday and Walker &#8230;&#8230;.  Inorganic JD LEE &#8230; dont get scared but these  hefty books are being recommended here , which u wont even think of lifting in your graduation school . The education standards prevalent in these coaching institutes are simply superb , I would say far more than your four years of engineering .</p>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;"> My first experience</p>
<p></span>As i stepped on the railway station of Kota for the first time , an auto wala moves in asks &#8220;<span style="font-style:italic;">bhaiya kahan chalna hai bansal career ya allen</span><span style="font-weight:bold;">   </span>&#8230;.. &#8221; these are the three reputed coaching institutes there .Surprising isnt  it ?</p>
<p><span style="font-weight:bold;">Conclusion</p>
<p></span>These coaching institutes have become the economy generator for the people of Kota .   Although it brings an uneven distribution . As people from poor background like villages cant pay huge amount to make into these institutes and hence are out of competition.</p>
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